Alvida

Kuch log zindagi mein umeed banke aate hain,
Aur aankhon se pani ban ke beh jate hain,
Jab aandhi ko aana hi hota hai,
To hum gharonde q banate hain???


Aaj phir se ek baar kuch to choota hai,
Aaj phir se ek baar dil zara toota hai,
Wo kehte hain tumhe aadat nahi padi ab tak,
Aaj phir se ek baar humne khud ko sameta hai...


Saath nibhane k liye bahane ki zaroorat nahi padti,
Bahane ki zaroorat to saath chodne walo ko padti hai
Bahane ki zaroorat to kisiko manane k liye bhi nahi padti,
Bahane ki zaroorat to rishta todne walon ko padti hai...


Wo kehte hain zindagi rahi to phir milenge,
Zindagi to reh hi jati hai, beet jaate hain to wo pal,
Jinn palon mein humein aaj ko sawaarna tha,
Apne magroori mein unhe hi rondh k diye chal...


Jo hoke bhi na ho sake,
Jo jaake bhi na ja sake,
Kehne aur sunne ki khel itni si thi,
Magar wo samjha k bhi na samjha sake...

Speaks Genie in a Bottle

When u start taking your life’s advises from a bottle U know u’ve hit d rock bottom..

Life for me was never about being right, beautiful or perfect.. it was always about fucking up n dealing with it.. I’m afraid I’m losing d zest these days. I just keep thinking about how much I don't want my life to be boring. There is so much I want to do and so many places I want to go  but I don't really think it's gonna happen given the circumstances. I just don't wanna be one of those people who work somewhere they don’t wish or live somewhere they don't want to. But I feel like I'm gonna live here forever and not get a chance to see everything I want to see n feel everything I want 2 feel. I feel stuck. I’ve come to believe that my dreams are too unrealistic. I wanted to be forever young n chirpy.. kip risking.. stay true n follow my heart. I wanted 2 cherish my yesterday n build dreams for my future. But I feel lost NOW.

Is it true? Some songs do not rhythm, some stories do not have happy ending, some feelings just say goodbye n sometimes u never get a next try. Voices in my head tell me, it is. I might appear weak as I say all dis. But when I say I wanna be strong, I dont just wanna show I'm, I wanna KNOW I'm. I want to accept my situation n then have d courage to change it. I’ve been trying in different possible ways to make it work for me but I just dont see any success. It all seems like a bad dream. As if when I wake up everything will be back in place. It wont be stoic. Luck will shine from somewhere. I dont want to come to terms with this life but somehow I feel so helpless that I can do nothing more than venting few words on this paper.

Its time to smell some coffee beans & bring some fresh aroma to the monotony of life. Such is life, we keep waiting for d autumn to pass only to realize spring has camouflaged itself for long. I badly need to know so. & this time when I open the bottle I expect the Genie to do that miracle for me.. come, hold my hand & take me to where I belong.. 

Peace be showered.. Amen!

Naarazgiyan

Is khamoshi ko alfaaz de do

Silwat pade aarzuon ko naya aagaaz de do

Dastak na sahi aahatein hi sahi

Kismat hamari bhi hai iska kuch to ehsaas de do...

Dekho ye chanchal purwaiya phir is aur aa gayi

Beete lamho ke patte aaj ke zameen pe cha gayi

Bulbule se tairne lage fizayon mein kuch armaan

Haath badhaya paane ko to haqeeqat phir khudko dohra gayi...

Kuch geet lafzon tak aane mein ghabraate hain

Ye din bhi beet jayenge tanhayi mein hum khudko samjhaate hain

Dhoondne jo nikle wajah zindagi ki bewafai ka

Wafa k naam pe kiye sitam se hum sehem jaate hain...

Pankh hote to hum bhi chal padte naya kharonda basane

Jheel hote to hum bhi nikal padte nayi lehron se takrane

Kaanto se mohabbat ki saza se hi mohabbat ho gayi

Phoolon se mohabbat hoti to hum bhi ek gulsitan banate.........................!!!