I love “IMPERFECT”

Thankfully there r a few advantages of over thinking too; else I wud have always been running in negative balance only. :P

 

As I was watching dis song on tv @ 12 midnyt from the movie ‘zindagi na milegi dobara’ starring Hrithik, Abhay n Farhan, I happen to notice Hrithik n Abhay dancing adjacent to each other.. n somehow it just hits ma senses that I admire Abhay’s dancing more than Hrithik’s.. Abhay is so not perfect.. his dancing is so raw. I din relish Hrithik’s perfect dancing moves as much as l appreciated the way Abhay enjoyed his imperfect moves. I think I prefer it dat way only.. raw n imperfect.. in lyf too..

 

Last month I got dis tattoo done on ma ryt ankle which flaunts the symbol of success in Chinese.. ever since d day dis tattoo came into ma lyf, I’ve been hitting everything but success.. to an extent dat I started believing in d superstition of inauspicious things having adverse effect on people’s lyf. 1 person actually suggested me to get rid of it since success should not be kept at foot n it’s a bad sign (will bring negativity in lyf).. but den afterthoughts made me realise, given an option I’ll chose not to otherwise.. simply because wen I got dis done, my interpretation of it was logical enough.. that it will lead me (help me walk) towards success.. it may not be d wisest of interpretations.. it myt even be an imperfect decision.. but now dat I’ve already chosen my stance.. I better stick by it.. come to think of it, normally every1 enjoys perfection.. for a change one shud try enjoying their imperfection too.. hence, I decide to enjoy my imperfection n make people wonder (even jealous of the fact that) how impeccably I’m doing the job..

 

The attitude wid which 1 carries himself/herself is more important than their weaknesses.. I’ve seen people who r ashamed of their scars. They try to hide it n pretend to people what they are not. Once a frnd had confided in me a dark secret of her lyf.. even after trying not 2 judge her I often used 2 end up judging her for her actions, but ever since I got 2 know of her scars I felt so proud of her for surviving all this. Scars r not the end result of a failure.. it’s a reminder of one’s courage, ability to take risk n survive it all through. Scars make u imperfect. But imperfect is beautiful too. Since beauty lies in d eyes of the beholder, to those who r way creative, scars will appear to be the beauty spot on their personality.

 

Imagine how dull wud it be if we woke up in d morning & find all dew drops organized in a routined manner on the leaves, if those waves came only till a certain point on the sea shore n if our hair never got entangles wen d wind blew against our faces?? Seriously, wat adds to the fun part amidst the monotony of lyf is this unsorted, impulse, random n imperfect ways of being.. mystery over history is always more alluring.

 

Few say luv is imp in lyf..  I think receiving luv is only a bonus.. (watching/reading a gud luv story helps too :P).. but its equally imp to fall in luv wid urself in the first place.. loving one’s own imperfections wid pride.. n appreciating others’ imperfections with respect.. Lyf will be more than perfect wen 2 imperfect people try 2 fit in their assorted pieces of puzzle together n attempt 2 build something out of the box that astonishes the world & amuses the wise, ain’t it?

 

I’m glad I’m imperfect (for I’ve scope of inventiveness) n I’m proud 2 pronounce I’m totally in luv wid it. Pick ur call!!

Awakening

Only when u hit the rock bottom, can u bounce back.. finally.. after the long fall.. now has arrived :)

21 days theory does work. when u r stuck & cant take a decision n if nothing comes to ur gut feel, wait for 21 days. these 21 days might be too vulnerable for u. u might end up doing things u wouldn't have expected urself to do.. things that keep breaking u every single day. but wen u r totally broken u'll emerge a new.. u know y?? because u cant die until u stop breathing. u may try or even wish that u die & it all ends.. but it wont just happen. u'll have to live through it all. & wen u find urself totally broken.. when ur weak identity is ruined into pieces, the only option left to u is to build  a new 1.. given an option u always wanna choose the best for urself.. don't u? & there u make urself stand once again.

Getting back ur new (old) identity is so satisfying.. it actually is.. because u don't have to pretend to smile anymore.. u smile because u r happy with ur decisions.. with ur choices.. because u discover u r the master of ur fate.. the magician of ur show.. the actor of ur play & the write of ur story!!


I've learnt the biggest loss in life isn't losing money fame or loved ones.. its loosing ur confidence.. the power to control ur own mind.. I'm the same today as I was yesterday.. same weakness same strengths.. same losses same gains.. nothing has changed except for 1 thing.. I've stopped fucking my mind & I've stopped allowing people to fuck my mind.. this is who i'm & this is how its supposed to be.. no arguments, no discussions.. deal sealed!