Pee-K-Boo-In2-D-Zoo.... (of thots :P)

Not may would watch a casual movie & try to come up with this many conclusions drawn from it. I think God has blessed me with some amazing (useless) ability to ponder...

I happened to watch this movie called 'Inkaar' which is supposed to be based on office politics but given my extraordinary skills, I achieve to relate it to human tendencies in general. So, for those who care to attend to my crap here is what I construe from it:

Life's unmatched paradox - As u grow u end up becoming that one thing u least wanted to become

Fear of loosing what u've now actually refrains u from expressing what u want for future

There r times when u'll choose to be arrogant not because u want to demean someone else but because u want to use it as a tool to safeguard ur own honor simply as a precaution

Experience by now has taught u that running away wont help. So either out of arrogance or what-so-ever;  u prepare yourself to face/handle/deal with things which scares u most just to prove to yourself that u r strong enough not

to give a shit about it

Sahi kaha hai kisi ne.. 1 dard ki dawa dusra dard hi hota hai... lol... its been extremely important to flirt with someone not so important just to make someone important not so important in your life

Over 2u Once Again...........................!!

 

Once again d dawn breaks in leaving behind the dust coated leaves. The leaves that manuscripts my journey so far.. In hindsight I kept gazing at them, smiling at my own helplessness & beseeching God—Its over to u once again— new year, new chapter but same old plot.. hold up.. let risking be the victor this trail.

 

We all have travelled such paths that seem to cross us once again when we least expect it to. And when it does, we try to recollect all the learning so far from old experiences & act wiser this time. Alas, we forget, some1 has strange new twists served at our table every single time. I must say ‘He’ is a great chef undoubtedly.

 

I feel we all are just runners in a relay race. We take the baton of our life & run as fast as we can to get to our ideal ‘happy & prosperous’ finishing line. But we forget to mark that its not just a race it’s a RELAY race. Many a times we simply need to pass on the baton to a trustworthy counterpart & have faith that we definitely will successfully reach our ideal finishing line on time.

 

I too hadn’t been any exemption to this million multitude.. running hard.. taking no rest.. aspiring to emerge a winner. There have been incidents when I got lost in d maze, there have been incidents when the prism didn’t refract the light at the right angle, there have been incidents when I felt the air I was breathing had too much of carbon choking me in.. But I kept crawling.. With d confidence to reach the finish line all alone.. I never considered sitting back for a while, passing on the baton to a fit contender & seeing how things take shape, the way it’s meant to be. Sometimes having a partner to cover for u is all we need & it doesn’t mean we are losing. And as they say it, life is a vicious circle so when we have relaxed for a while & ready to take on d charge once again, after the temporary break, rejuvenating our mind & soul with newly gained strength, jump back, take d charge & steer the wheel. Basically, ideally keep relaying as a viable option always [P.S. the best partner to choose is ‘Him’ who channelizes destiny as well]

 

So here I’m, sitting, thinking, gathering, analysing my past 1 year of deeds.. How good, how bad, how smart, how dumb.. & what wisdom to take out from it.. how best not to fall in those pits all over again, how best to conserve those energies & put it to better use this time, how to act more mature how to escape poor choices ever again.. ‘How’ is the one question I ask myself today & ‘how’ is the 1 question I fail to find the solution to once again.. & thus with a sarcastic smile on my face, I come to u & say to u.. “It’s over to u over again”............ it’s over to u once again!