Saturday, 13 April 2019

Soulmate Saga


What according to u is a soulmate?

Well, soulmate is the most rare thing to find. You must have been in love, but finding a soulmate is very different. Soulmate & love of your life may not be the same person & in most probable cases, will be different people. Soulmate is what Jesse & Celine shared in ‘Before Sunrise’. A soulmate is a person in whom you see a part of your own journey. You would have lived the same emotions, cried over same follies & yearned over same losses. Many don’t get to meet such person in their lifetime; because it’s a chosen blessing which has been bestowed upon by the Lord. Soulmates are not destined to be together necessarily; they come in your life to tell you, you are not alone. It’s a feeling of finding something so close your own existence that it seems surreal. You can’t chain & keep it to yourself because you don’t know what will you do if you happen to lose it lateron owing to your past records on the luck front. The fear of not being able to take care of something so precious will let you pull yourself back from making any move. It is more than moments that you share together; it’s a memory that will not let your eye blink in hindsight. It’s an incident of a lifetime that needs to be sealed & kept in your reminiscence bank, anecdote of which is book worthy. Being lucky, check J Being positive, check J Being ready to take life by the lemons thrown, check J

Just for additional punch – links to the music pieces that kept me going while penning this down:


Friday, 12 April 2019

Broken


Not everyone understands your broken soul & when such a person happens to cross your path by chance, u try to clench & cry as hard as possible because finding broken cords which are together capable of creating good music is very very rare.

You just happened, unexpectedly, unfortunately you were not looking for me, but a reflection of your past. That is perfectly fine. I was neither. But you know what, desires may burn & ashes remain, yet black is a color, very attractive, alluring and appealing, a color your soul is filled with, it’s not empty, your soul, it’s filled.. it’s black.

They say Karma has no menu, you get what you deserve. Probably, NO CERTAINLY, we do not deserve each other. I’ll henceforth read it as karma has no ‘me’ n ‘u’. But Karma is certainly a Bitch, when you learn to live with the limited choices you have & settle with the best that’s on your plate, they send the Santa, the very same moment, with a plate of every missing piece of your belonging that is already distributed in this universe.

If you think small things don’t hurt, try sitting on a needle someday. Just four days it was, on bed of roses minus the thorns.. four seconds it took literally to shatter my earth & make me grounded back. Everytime I wish I’ll get to end my book with this chapter, mighty God pushes me to write more & more. Craving for strength. No, I don’t need it, what do I have my tattoo for – I’ll be fine.

I think you saw some tears. I believe you shed some too. My stock is factually an ocean, I’ll not have scarcity; I can choose to waste it on silly things in life. But you, yes you, your quota is over. Don’t you waste it on things so trivial. Music is my medicine. It had been, it will be. One I’ll hereby dedicate to you. We started with a dedication & ending with one too. I told you I love to close the loop. Here is ours, closed until we meet on the other side, where I’m just your well wisher & nothing more, nothing beyond. That which started with https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejhBn9ae9jE on marine drive had to end with https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cl8YdGwC6UA in my playlist for you, it is it what it is, ways of life we choose for ourselves.