Broken

Not everyone understands your broken soul & when such a person happens to cross your path by chance, u try to clench & cry as hard as possible because finding broken cords which are together capable of creating good music is very very rare.

You just happened, unexpectedly, unfortunately you were not looking for me, but a reflection of your past. That is perfectly fine. I was neither. But you know what, desires may burn & ashes remain, yet black is a color, very attractive, alluring and appealing, a color your soul is filled with, it’s not empty, your soul, it’s filled.. it’s black.

They say Karma has no menu, you get what you deserve. Probably, NO CERTAINLY, we do not deserve each other. I’ll henceforth read it as karma has no ‘me’ n ‘u’. But Karma is certainly a Bitch, when you learn to live with the limited choices you have & settle with the best that’s on your plate, they send the Santa, the very same moment, with a plate of every missing piece of your belonging that is already distributed in this universe.

If you think small things don’t hurt, try sitting on a needle someday. Just four days it was, on bed of roses minus the thorns.. four seconds it took literally to shatter my earth & make me grounded back. Everytime I wish I’ll get to end my book with this chapter, mighty God pushes me to write more & more. Craving for strength. No, I don’t need it, what do I have my tattoo for – I’ll be fine.

I think you saw some tears. I believe you shed some too. My stock is factually an ocean, I’ll not have scarcity; I can choose to waste it on silly things in life. But you, yes you, your quota is over. Don’t you waste it on things so trivial. Music is my medicine. It had been, it will be. One I’ll hereby dedicate to you. We started with a dedication & ending with one too. I told you I love to close the loop. Here is ours, closed until we meet on the other side, where I’m just your well wisher & nothing more, nothing beyond. That which started with https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejhBn9ae9jE on marine drive had to end with https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cl8YdGwC6UA in my playlist for you, it is it what it is, ways of life we choose for ourselves.