Awakening

Only when u hit the rock bottom, can u bounce back.. finally.. after the long fall.. now has arrived :)

21 days theory does work. when u r stuck & cant take a decision n if nothing comes to ur gut feel, wait for 21 days. these 21 days might be too vulnerable for u. u might end up doing things u wouldn't have expected urself to do.. things that keep breaking u every single day. but wen u r totally broken u'll emerge a new.. u know y?? because u cant die until u stop breathing. u may try or even wish that u die & it all ends.. but it wont just happen. u'll have to live through it all. & wen u find urself totally broken.. when ur weak identity is ruined into pieces, the only option left to u is to build  a new 1.. given an option u always wanna choose the best for urself.. don't u? & there u make urself stand once again.

Getting back ur new (old) identity is so satisfying.. it actually is.. because u don't have to pretend to smile anymore.. u smile because u r happy with ur decisions.. with ur choices.. because u discover u r the master of ur fate.. the magician of ur show.. the actor of ur play & the write of ur story!!


I've learnt the biggest loss in life isn't losing money fame or loved ones.. its loosing ur confidence.. the power to control ur own mind.. I'm the same today as I was yesterday.. same weakness same strengths.. same losses same gains.. nothing has changed except for 1 thing.. I've stopped fucking my mind & I've stopped allowing people to fuck my mind.. this is who i'm & this is how its supposed to be.. no arguments, no discussions.. deal sealed!