An Emotionally Drenched Day

M I a very emotional person??  Waise a frnd told me being emotional helps writing lyk ntg else.. so gud fr me.. n here I go... again!!

“Wat happened 2 all d fundas I keep distributing among ppl?? Is it all only 2 make me save myself frm this emotional burden?? Do I fear it so mch dat I need 2 hide my real emotions behind ‘I’m d strong person’ image....” If its so, I jus wish 1 day I succeed being d ideal me.. “d strong person” I visualize myself as. D process of it is enchanting though..

D tym wen u wish smthing sarcastically n soon find out dat God has approved of it so fast.. u wonder if God is a drunkard... for he only gets serious wen we r kidding n takes us lightly weneva we r serious??

It has hardly been half a day since I asked God 2 bless me wid interesting stories getting added 2 my lyf’s story so that I can learn from n share dem for d good.. n he literally drenches me wid emotional judgements..

Incident 1: ‘Satyamev jayate’ episode in d mrng chose d topic of scarcity of usable water in the country n how to restore it. Me being nvr having an opportunity to bear d adverse consequences in such regard, have been ignorant of its dangerous side. This episode served as AN EYE OPENER FOR BEING A SOCIALLY RESPONSIBLE CITIZEN.

Incident 2:  At eve I was watching ‘gumrah’ on channel [V] where it showed how a homosexual teenager guy committed suicide wen his best  frnd uploaded a video of his. It again got me thinkin (rather jerked ma emotions) how a frnd (best frnd in this case) can be so mean.. just for fun wud u cease 2 care for sm1’s emotions, sm1 who trusts u, who calls u his best frnd?? This world is mean indeed.. tym n again, proved n sealed.  At any point U NEED 2B CAUTIOUS ENUF 2 SAVE UR OWN ASS.

Incident 3: An acquaintance called.. she wasn’t in gud state. A frnd of m9 had ditched her. She told me her story n I believe every word of it bcoz I know dat guy (I feel ashamed 2 call him my frnd anymore) n he can do it for he has shown such shades of his character in past as well. I felt bad n I felt relieved n I felt annoyed.. bad becoz she’d been a victim.. relieved becoz I had saved myself frm being a victim at some point n most importantly annoyed becoz I had 2 question my choice of frndshp n I agree dat it was a poor choice.. a person who cant be human 1^st isn’t worth a relationship.. be it son, husband or frnd.  I had come 2 believe dat ppl change wid tym.. true, ppl change not their character.. n this encounter ended ma ambiguity on the subject forevr.. PPL MAY CHANGE, NVR THEIR CHARACTER..

So, in toto, it was a thought provoking day (if I wanna be optimistic about it) n I had smartly used it for writing :D (d understatement is YES M EMOTIONAL)